Honestly Ok written by Dido

I just want to feel safe in my own skin, I just want to be happy again
I just want to feel deep in my own world
But Im so lonely I dont want to be with myself anymore
On a different day, if I was safe in my own skin,
Then I wouldnt feel so lost and so frightened
But this is today and Im lost in my own skin
And Im so lonely I dont want to be with myself anymore
I just want to feel safe in my skin, I just want to be happy again



His lips

His touch

His scent

His body with hers

She craved him

Hunger, starvation

Full

5:52 AM

She sat up on the edge of the bed

She wrapped her arms around her naked body covering herself from the chill in the room

The snow fell outside the window

There was no chance of leaving

His chest, she took a moment to watch him breathe

His stubby face

His tousled hair

His naked body

What had she done

She shouldnt be here

Time

Mistakes

Life had brought them together

Fate

He slept

She eyed his sweatshirt on the floor and she reached for it

She couldnt shake the chill

The sweatshirt was cold

She lie back down

Only a hour or so until the sun

He subconsciously reached for her

She allowed him to take her in his arms

His body was warm

She still craved him, she still wanted him

She worried

She had countless thoughts of regret

The snow glistened as she watched it fall outside the window

It seemed to light up the night sky

She looked at him again still undisturbed

She couldnt sleep again

He was her best friend; he loved her no matter what

She trusted him

She would do anything for him

Why did she worry so much about why she had made love to him

Why did she worry so much that she had allowed herself to just give in instead of her usual protest to anything that would just feel good

Feel good

Thats how he made her feel

Feel like a woman

A woman wanted, needed

She closed her eyes

Only an hour or so until the sun

She would hold her eyes tight and hope she would make it through