I heard youre being released soon
Her heart raced and a smile covered her face at the sight of him standing in
the door way
The return of her beautiful breath taking smile
You have a smile on your face, Im going to assume that means everything is
ok between us he said sincerely
She bit at her bottom lip but shook her head letting him know everything was
fine
He still stood not far from the door
You can come in
Are you really sure you want me to?
I actually thought maybe you didnt want to see me anymore since you havent
No, no why would you think that? Please dont think that Lorenzo pleaded as
he made his way the best he could towards her on his crutches
You havent been, I mean I havent seen you and well Jax I know hes
Yeah Jax, um I guess hes told you what happened in the hallway the other day
She called your name
Alexis smiled
Then Lorenzo smiled
I didnt realize how much I missed her until I saw that beautiful little face.
And I wanted to tell her so much but
But Jax and Ned hovered over her like a hawk?
Yes he said calmly
So neither was persuasive enough to talk you away from me huh?
Not a chance he said smiling
Lorenzo leaned in and kissed her softly
Both for a moment savored the kiss
Lorenzo then did his best to pull up a chair next to her
Are you ok? She asked concerned as she watched him struggle a bit in to the
chair
Im fine. Really I am he said trying to smile
You seem to be healing nicely. The cuts and bruises look much better
You saw me before?
I persuaded the nurse to allow me to see you
Thank you for coming to see me
I had to he said intently
She intertwined her fingers with his
Alexis I uh I have to be honest with you
Ok She said seemingly confused
Did Jax tell you what the police think may have happened?
No. Why?
She could tell he was getting upset
His body language changed
Lorenzo?
I couldve killed you
What? No you
You almost died Alexis. You almost died because you were in an accident that
was most likely suppose to have me killed
Lorenzo what are you talking about?
The man in the other car might have been associated with someone that might
have wanted revenge against me
But you dont know this for sure
Not right now, no
Lorenzo none of this was your fault and I wont let you blame yourself. And
I wont let Jax or Ned or whoever blame you either! Whatever happened was not your fault!
Lorenzo placed his lips to his hand and gave her a gentle kiss
Alexis I would rather have you alive, I would rather have you be able to walk
on your own two feet
Lorenzo this isnt your fault!
You cant even hold your daughter! You cant walk
Lorenzo Ill heal, Ill get passed this and be fine
I dont want you to have to be like this. I want to see you laugh and be happy
not see scars and bruises and casts all over your body. Alexis you wince in pain ever time you smile
He was clearly overtaken by the thought of her being killed, and the actuality
of the way she was at that moment
So what? Youre breaking up with me?
Lex! No! I wouldnt, I cant it would break my heart!
Then what? You dont want a bad thing to ever happen to me? Obviously you werent
paying very much attention when we were comparing notes on how we both have just breezed through life
Thats exactly it. You dont deserve this. Everything thats happened to you in
your life you dont deserve this
I cant believe thats all youre seeing yourself as. I mean what if I want you
in my life, if I love the way you make me feel? She stopped herself Why cant I deserve someone like you? Someone that makes
me feel good, that makes me feel wanted and happy and smart and sexy why dont I deserve someone who makes me feel that way?
You do, God you do but Im afraid of the baggage that comes with me
Well I hate to burst your bubble but Im much more afraid of my own baggage
than yours
Lorenzo played with her fingers nervously
She let him think since he wasnt so easy to argue back
Im overjoyed that I make you feel all of those things and Im the one that feels
like I dont deserve a woman like you
Lorenzo dont say that you deserve so
Lorenzo placed his finger to her lips
The tip of his finger began to outline the edges of her lips
I made a confession to you I made a confession to you the day I came to see
you
What is it? You can tell me she whispered
Lorenzo took a deep breath
Alexis please dont let this scare you
She listened
She watched
Alexis, Im in love with you. I mean Alexis I, I love you
Her eyes widened
I know, I know how those words
Freak me out?
Yes and I had every intention of waiting until I was sure you were on the
same page as me but day after day wondering if you would make it through the night and then seeing you I had to tell you how
much I love you and I
Jax walked in interrupting
Hello my beautiful wi
Jax stopped dead in his tracks at the sight of the two of then in an obvious
very private moment
Alexis was now holding on to Lorenzos hand for dear life
Lorenzo looked at Jax and then at Alexis
He bowed his head for a moment and then looked back up at her
I should go Lorenzo said letting go of her hand
Lorenzo you dont have to
No, no Ill come back Jax said obviously not bothered that he had interrupted
a moment between the two of them but was still trying to be polite for Alexis sake
No Ill go Lorenzo said almost nervously as he stood getting his crutches in
place
He didnt want to cause any more trouble for her or any more tension between
her and Jax than he already had
He leaned in and kissed Alexis
Jax held the door for him with as much distance as he could
Lorenzo! She said stopping him from walking out the door
Alexis looked quickly to Jax as if she were daring herself
She then looked back at Lorenzo waiting for her in the doorway
Lorenzo, I love you too
End Ch. 19